Today's day 2 without my BEANIE!!
sigh.. today's such a sad day. i mean everything is like ok actually. only until now.. i feel so EMO.. oh. anw, i didnt go back malaysia in the end. it's so rush. i'm glad i didnt. haah. my mom was so funny.
mom: ok, so we go msia then sunday then come back. just nice!
jelly: NO! cannot! too rush! my rocs trip how?
mom: can la. wednesday.. just nice.
jelly: NO!! IT'S ON MONDAY MORNING MOMMY!! haha..
omg! then my mom was like WHAT?! really?? haha. then cannot cannot. cannot go msia already. haha. need to call your uncle. omg. she's so funny. SUPER BLUR. and she lost her phone. it's somewhere in the office in between those files. omg. SUPER BLUR. haha.she was sooo sad! haha. and she kept bugging me to save all the contacts into her new phone. haha. lucky she got back the same no. super blur ok! HAHA. 
anw.. today was quite a OK day.. HAHA. i went my mom's office today. like quite late today though cause i slept late so i went with my parents. haha. then i went to my mom's office to do my sis's book thing. remember i told you about it? i did 1 page today! ahha. quite cool. i take picture and show you next time. 
then, i did some blogshopping with CHELS <33 meeting her tmr! yay. HAHA. anw. it was fun! i want to blogshop and SHOP. yay. ookok, then we went swimming after that. with my mom, aunt, cousins and my uncle came to join us after that! SUPER FUN. ahha. we had a swimming lesson thing with my ex-neighbour. super funny. she's soo cute. haha. then my uncle was learning also. SO FUNNY. haha. i re-learnt swimming. cause mine's wrong apparently. no wonder i swim so S-L-O-W... haha. 
I MISS YOU JIA!! it's like so weird today. my phone is soo quiet. like super unusual. usually, i'm always on the phone :( JIA!!! SIGH.. so saddening. today was so disappointing. like always.. i thought that i would be closer to my cousins. like you know, at least we are blood-related and all. but sigh. today's such a wake up call. i found out that 2 of my cousins went out ice skating together. i mean it's not like it's a big thing and all. but idk. it's like just disappointing. they didnt even ask me?! ok, i know they dont want me there and all but yeah. you DONT NEED TO COOK UP SOME STUPID EXCUSE LIKE WHAT? I AM SUPER BUSY SO THERE'S NO NEED TO ASK. i mean like. HELLO. it's just a message or a call. how hard is that?! ok, i admit i'm kinda sensitive. but hello. chinese Os also never root me. LIKE WHAT?! it's so important ok. only 1 rooted! so disappointing. and somemore, i am not even super close to him just close. it's like they dont even bother. i always felt like cousins and close friends. same closeness. but apparently. i'm wrong. well, obviously my family (+ my darling cousin renee) bothered. pei bothered, you bothered, chelsa bothered, denise bothered, michy bothered and even jas bothered and she's in aussie. i mean like soo many of my friends bothered. but where are my cousins?! 
sigh.. how sad. now i think, only friends and family and the most important to me. :( i MISS you.
i really dont want to say all these. it's like i'm complaining and being super sensitive and all. but it's true. where are they? i really wonder sometimes. it's like we are super close and all but that's only when we meet. but in fact, only i bother to call all of them. it's like they dont care. maybe it runs in the family. wo bu zhi dao. argh. 
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